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ty for playing around with different programming languages for over 20 years. This is an attempt at recollecting some of those experiences — ideas which really stood out in each language or which I have in retrospect seen the significance of.
I understood that I had been compromising so much for no good reason that I’d stayed with my husband not because I was in love with him, but because I wanted to accommodate him and the children.
Once we took the red pill, my husband started dating first. I thought I’d feel jealous, but I didn’t. All I felt was curiosity and excitement that we were trying something new. I have an anxious attachment style and tend to feel insecure in relationships, especially early on. So, perhaps the lack of jealousy could have been an indicator of the state of my marriage. In the moment, though, I was just happy and excited for my husband.
I’d been married eight years when Brian sat next to me at a writers’ workshop. I didn’t know his name was Brian then… I didn’t know him at all. Being new to the workshop, I’d taken my own seat in the circle of writers, and busied myself by reading through the stack of writing samples I’d been given when I walked in. With my eyes down, I saw his cowboy boots first. That caused me to look up slightly at this man who, staying true to form, also wore some kind of jacket that I guessed was called a duster. His face, again in character — handsome and weathered. Improbably, no cowboy hat, but a full head of good hair. I felt heat coming off him.
Deciding to open up our marriage was like taking the red pill. We had no idea what we were doing, we didn’t know if we could go back to life as we knew it, and yet we were willing to see how deep the rabbit hole went. Staying monogamous would have been like taking the blue pill — we’d continue waking up in our bed and living our “normal” l
