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There were times where I felt like maybe I wasn’t going to be “right” for him. But again, over time, we became close, and our communication allowed us to grow together, allowing our relationship to be built on a strong foundation of trust and love.

My main point is this: if you think you deserve better, you do. If you’re happy with whom you’re with, then be happy and don’t listen to what others have to say. If it bites you in the end, it’s a lesson learned. Just like nobody can define your worth, nobody can tell you what you deserve.

My past relationships have been excruciatingly silent. I remember going on the first couple of dates with my boyfriend where I opened up about my past relationships — which in retrospect, I would recommend not doing; lucky for me, my [now] boyfriend appreciated my openness and honesty — and he responded with something along the lines of, “Wow, I can’t believe not only that those guys would treat you that way, but how long you stuck around for it all.”

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That night, my boyfriend admitted something that made me feel was a result of my shortcomings of intimacy. I ended up crying, and though my boyfriend had to pry, I confessed all my insecurities to him. He was very understanding, and we discussed it. Afterward, I felt much better, and I found so many more reasons to love my boyfriend even more.

She adds the first step on the road to a better public health response to pandemic grief would be a more robust cultural response. “I think the first thing to do is to acknowledge these things: to acknowledge the loss, to acknowledge the grief, to acknowledge the pain.”

“There are concerns about mental health on many different levels as a result of the pandemic,” Denckla says. “This is from the consequences of necessary social distancing to the financial stress, the socioeconomic stressors, all the compounded stressors. There has not been a concerted public health response to many of the mental health concerns, including grief.”

John O’Callaghan — lead singer of the band, The Maine, as well as my idol — tweeted this, and it just stuck with me. At the time, I was dating someone else [not my current boyfriend], and it made me realize that I no longer wanted to be in that relationship because I didn’t love myself. Unfortunately, a large part of that not loving myself came from the pressures and stress of that relationship.

With my boyfriend, it was hard to open up to him at first. On the first date, I was extremely nervous. It was the first time I’d gone a date with a man I was truly interested in. He was super chill — though he tells me otherwise — and opening up to him came surprisingly easy. I was a little intimidated by him at first. He’s four years older than me, has been married before, and was seemingly more experienced than me in all aspects of life.

Denckla points to the Good Grief festival in England, a weeklong digital event this fall, where speakers from various disciplines discussed the grieving process, as well as the pandemic. She says this kind of “public acknowledgment of compounded multiple losses and that validation and that acknowledgment can set a foundation for starting to mourn and to grieve and to heal.”

There was one night where I was upset. I’m not particularly “experienced,” when it comes to intimacy. I had talked to my friends about it, and they were shocked when I told them I hadn’t been minimally intimate. It had me doubting my abilities to be a “good girlfriend.”

Again, though, it’s not always intimacy that needs communication. My boyfriend and I regularly discuss our professional and financial obstacles. It’s like laying out what you feel and letting the other person react, and vice versa.

I’ve been in so many relationships where my friends and family blatantly tell me that I “deserve so much better.” I don’t think that’s fair, nor true. I realize that as people who deeply know, care about and love you, they’re just looking out for your best interest. However, I feel that, “If I’m happy, why can’t you just be happy for me?”

I laid everything out for him as well. Early in the relationship, I told him exactly what I did and didn’t want from this relationship. We agreed on everything. I think this relationship has been a turning point for me, where I’ve truly come to accept the advice to not compare or let past relationships influence my current relationship. Each relationship is different. Each one deserves its chance to give you a fresh perspective.

Before we “made it official,” my boyfriend had asked me, “What do you want most from this relationship? What is most important to you?” My immediate response was, “Communication. I’m sick of wondering what this is, when or if it’s appropriate to call a guy my ‘boyfriend,’ and all of that.” From then on, we’ve been very open with each other — even when it has been very, very difficult for us.